zoul* n me


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za kraaziie 9 yrs fwenshiip* mwwah!


me n bdae boii yazid* lukin ouh! so steamed up hee hee

today was total MADNESS!
im in lurve wiit zoul's new digi
lyk TOTALLY!
gee

wanted ta go ta skul's SHS ftball tournament
but aniza said it was a dragg
so i was happily sleepin at hm
hehe

hadta cancel goiin ta syafi'i* sis's wedding
sry
due ta yazid's* bdae celebratn
Em said he was utterly dissapointed
due ta lyk lukin forward meetiin me
sry fer makiin euu feel guilty. .
i dunno. .
frankly speakiin
im moviin on
n i dunno if i wanna pick up e bits of pieces i left behind
n start all over agaiin
i dunno if its even worth e try
puurhaps he came back a lil too late
im sorry fer makiin eu* tiink bout us over again
im afraid ta giv it antr try
i noe u wan us ta b tagether agaiin
i'll see if its possible. .
btw Em thanks fer beiin tere. .
heart u loads*

just now!!
was craziness!!
i sniffed e stuupid laughiin gas
@ yazid's* bdae party
awwwsooome!
yazid was freakiin cute la kaaan
he dropped down lyk a lil kiddo
hee hee
my face was numb n everytiin was echoiin
lyk whoa. . whoa whoa whoa. .
zul was gettin freakinly high ta za musicc
mas dropped dead after so much sniffin
hehe
e 3rd tym i was lyk sniffin lyk hell
n nutin happened xcept for beiin steamed up
den sumone tickled me n boom!!
hahahhahahhahaha
gile babii seyy
wawan* darl called den i vomitted
eww
n vomitted agaiin
gawd.
had fun
guilty fer dirrty fuun*
but wadda hell
details kept hush hush
one life
live it.

reminisiin
we all r soo grown up now. .
after 9 yrs. .
so much hav changed
duuh!
still remember e tymes wen i hadta hold hands wit yazid*
n we used our lil fingers
ohw so malu malu
n e tymes wen he was ouh so sweet
askiin me ta close mua eyes ta wear me tiis necklace*
hee hee hee
askiin me ta b hiis gf
tose were e lil days. .


im missin him* ryt now. .
lyk i cant meet him fer 2 days. .
yest n tadae
haiz
due ta stuupid werk thiingy
gave me his tix ta mega perdana semi's
so ya im goiin
but w/o hiim =(
puurhaps its lyk im so used ta meetin him every single dae
gee.
i cn onli call him duriin his break tym
poor thingy
werk so hard
he saiid so dat he cn buy e laptop, fridge, bed, plasma tv sofa set etc
tee hee hee
we were daydreamiin* at courts
on buyiin a new hse n stuffs ta put in it.
gawd i miss hiim loads**