it was just last night i told him how much i realised i love him so much
it was just tonight before u sent me home,
we went to the bank and deposit sum cash to save up to buy baju raya together
n now NS just have to take u away frm me on 17Sept
goddammit
before everyone starts asking e same questn
he's pes A going to Army at Tekong

i only hav 14 more days to spend wit u
till then no more everyday dates
no more having breakfast lunch and dinnner together
no more saving up and shopping together each week
no more catching up on movies during weekdays
no more everday hugs frm you
and goodbye kiss on my forehead before we meet e nxt day
no more late night phonecalls till we sleep
no more so much of you*

i wonder whus gonna make me laugh & smile each day if not you
its gonna b fasting month soon
and hari raya after tt
whats hari raya wit so little of you
and hari raya production
ur half way thru e song u helped me made
now u cant help me tt much. gawd
my attachments comes just a week after u leave
whus gonna send me n fetch me each day
im just not use to having u ard only on friday night and saturdays
i guess only my close friends and e MCG members noes how close i am wiit him
gods noes we hardly can ever part
this is killing me.

i'll be waiting for your call each night


im going to miss u beyond words can describe
take good care of yourself
i love you dear.


what's everyday wit so little of you*. .