welcome upper east siders.
sorry ta have neglected you for sometime now
though as much as i really miss having you around,
i need my privacy

sometimes youre havin so much amazing fun
no one needs ta know
just so long you & i both never want it ta end
it creates such satisfaction
because its not how you tell it.
its how you live it.
xoxo

i didnt update you late
because you see . .
'the queen is never late,
everyone else is just early'
chey feeeeliing gtuk. hahaa
padahal da lambat dooook
okay my apologies. here goes.
from e recent to the archives










Raya have still been great
great because i still get packets
happy clappy :)
this will officially be e last year im getting packets
next year sure die *slaps forehead*
otr raya pixels still pending wit e others.
bluergh
this have been antr splurgh splurgh Raya
like all been askin
yes. i spent 360bucks on my Sultanah's Baju Kebaya
just like last year
heartdrop. but worth e buy
gorgeous green & sparkling hot pink gtuk! hahaa
(okay tepak's asb inside joke)
i just cant seem ta like any other.
until antr awsome place opens fer me ta shop
Sultanah's Boutique have & will be my fav place ta get a traditional dress
because i get what i want.

dear's whole family drop by during raya
i appreciate his mom's concern abt us
i love her & his granny too fer caring so much :)
both dads n moms had a gr8 chat tagether
so much about us.
youknowiknow
my family returned e visit during his open house
first guests ta dig in seeey :)
until me mom aunt n faezza went over fer e Ria's Raya thingy @ Orchard Hotel
last min mom's friend cldnt make it so we got free tix. woo hoo
then i joined Tepak for jalan raya.
i had fun catching up with closer ones. missed em.
i already cant stop laughing at e first house.
xoxo

i overstayed my visit during dear's 2nd open house
spending time with his family
& his lil sis who cant help but get all excited seeing me
and sticking ta me 24/7 i tell you. hahaa
she so adorable tt afiq wants ta marry her secretly. haha
it was endless buffet & karaoke-ing
thank em all fer being so nice & welcoming ta me each time i drop by
im glad both families are so amazingly supportive
close ties have been made throughout e past 2half years
not only between our families but relatives too
its scary how we are already like a family now
insyallah.

to this mths' Manja issue
thank you Hetty fer e short review on abg amir
he lived up to what he said ta us
family values still stand strong.
at e end of e day, our religion matters most.
proud of you :)
we welcome Hetty Sarlene to our family for e 1st Raya together this yr
& to Najib Soiman on his article
i cant stop giggling while reading
i esp love how he told his love life in only 1 sentence
when e title of e article given by manja was abt his love life
privacy beybeh. privacy.


kudos to Andayu's Perjumpaan Hari Raya
u see saruan's happily pointing to me & gossiping loudly bout me to zai
caught red handed eh you. hahaa shithead
i dunno whr are all e otr pixels
but i do know everyone both members friends alumnis & families had fun.
thank you to e people to put in fabulous effort to e gathering
good job guys.

anyway me Bada & e rest were on our raya visiting
when we got bored waiting fer e cab sooo
Bada climbed e overhead bridge & flashed e camera
each time a 'seem-to-b-moving-fast-cars' zooomed by
we enjoyed how e cars started ta slow down
ala2 speed camera gtuk
i cant help e reaction on e drivers part. cuak doooook
okay kte gile.

so that was Raya.
at least as much as i can rmmber. heh
& oh. 2 raya shows coming up.
Suria Raya show with Tepak Sireh asb &
Pesta Raya @ e Esplanade with Andayu :)






& then there was bestie's twen-teenth surprise party
e planning was all giggly & full of little excitements
i cant believe she fell fer e re-lit candles. haha
she kept blewin & blewin & blewin & . . .
yes. blewin. hahaa doiinkk!
e candles didnt stop re-litin until e v.end
mcm so patriotic gtuk. hahaa
mati bangun balik. tooiink.
& we all had our own little slot fer feeling princess diaries & masquerade gtuk. heh
nak jugak la.
crazy night & we messed up her house with all e party sprays. woo hoo
happy birthday liana!
youknowyouloveus





e 'father-daughter' catch ups for shopping & movies!
thank you 'dad' fer e stuffs
& have you guys ever been ta GV's Gold Class fer movies
if you havent you totally should!
"A sophisticated club ambience, with 5-star food and beverage (including a top wine list) and a private dining room.
the ultimate in luxury movie viewing with a private lounge and plush electronic recliner seats comparable to First Class airline seats. (in looooove wiith e sofa i tell you!)
The Gold Class cinema seats are all equipped with call buttons for faster and more discreet service.
A new level of concierge-style service, hitherto unseen in Singapore cinemas."
shut up!
blankets are provided :)
just make sure you catch an awesome movie ta go with e place
i watched Bangkok Dangerous there.
no regrets beybeh.





meet the zouls
zulfadli & zulkiflee.
my two kick ass best boy-friends since forever
i've known them since i was 8.
a child! i know.
& ey never fail ta brighten my day ever since
those late night everyday conference calls
and occasional meet ups
i miss you guys already
when can 3 of us meet again.
eversince i started poly i've been guilty of driftin away
still youknowiloveyouboth. so much.
esp zulkiflee. thank you fer always beiin there
since forever.
and your occasional msges.
you never give up dont ya?
i love you.



now meet adam & karim.
the two in e middle
e otr ones since i was 8.
how i wish e others were there too
we had our doses of fun :)
agaiin please!
all of you have been a dear tolerating my crankiness tt day.
hahaa you know you love me too much. huahua
& i love karim's huge camera thou i suck at takin pixels with those.
hey. 12 years & we've all grown ta b so fine.
im glad.

because we all care fer you, and we all want you ta be happy,
and most importantly be you.
we love you too much.





was taken during Andayu's Chalet
our SIA Bunglow @ Pasir Ris
dunno whr e rest of e pixels leeh
a few of us sun tanned on e roof top.
yes. we actually brought pillows over
thanks ta yours truly haha
e view from on top was so peaceful i cant help but admire
& e 'special power!' game
was so crazily fun until our bed pecah la okay!
wa liao ehh
suke la korang bully freshies! eh eh notty eh
chey chey haha
also thanks to yours truly idea.
eh maceeeeh maceeeeeh. hahaa
i totally loved e 2nd night.
we had so much fun no words can describe
sampai kana complain la okay! hahaa
thanks to e 'um chi chi' game
totally crank everyone up
i cant stop laughiin
satu2 yang mengajar yg kluar dulu. syabaaaas la sgt kte
royal rumble night la okay! sampai aku & abg ain pun bleh terbabit
tak kasi chance betol!
esp e choc chiip i really want his meat n beat it up sey. hahaa
it was e best chalet ever.
thank you everyone tt made it happen like HELL YEAH!



now here's to the laugh non-stop day
i guess 3 of us were so high on a dozen donuts & fruit cocktail
that we laughed all day till we headed home
afiq was crankin loads of lame jokes tt i & rizz laughed like idiots
non stop i tell you
like we were high on laughin gas or sometiin. heh
just my daily doses of happy pills.


perhaps this is all i can tell publicly.
let e rest be untold fun :)
thank you god for all e happiness u lighted up my life with.
i love you.
for now im happy living my life doing nothing but enjoying every breath
because this kinda moment in your life only come once
my 2 mth break from everything :)
because when career begins
it wont stop.
enjoyin e moment knowing there's no group to lead. no project due dates coming up. no countless tests.
no errands to run. no money ta make.
just nothing to worry.
celebrating e end of my education journey
liar.
insyallah a degree next :)

but for now cheers to all that suceeded this far in life.
at this such young age.
as for me, there's more to achieve.
so much more


xoxo
livingit.lovingit.