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Thursday, January 12, 2006

Im Not Dat Kinda Ghurl.
get dat in ur head.


i bet ma ass tis is gonna b a long entry.
if u wanna read,
dun miss a werd



Im tired.
ma eyes r killin me

im devastated
dissapointed (more den words)
fcukin angry
i dun even fcukin noe
how e fcuk i shld react ryte now!

if 'truth hurts'
tell me bout it.

if 'it doesnt pay to b nice'
tink again.
it saved me alot of..
shall i sae 'physical workload'.

if 'love is blind'
it explains y i loved eu.

n if 'love is never lust'
it explains y U didnt love me.


After all you put me through
You'd think I'd despise you
But in the end I wanna thank you
'Cause you made that much stronger

Well I thought I knew you,
thinking that you were true
Guess I, I couldn't trust called your bluff,
time is up 'cause I've had enough

You were there by my side,
always down for the ride
But your joy ride just came down in flames'
Cause your greed sold me out in shame

After all of the stealing and cheating
You probably think that I hold resentment for you
But oh no, you're wrong
Cause if it wasn't for all that you tried to do,
I wouldn't know just how capable I am to pull through
So I wanna say thank you'cause it

Makes me that much stronger
Makes me work a little bit harder
Makes me that much wiser
Made me learn a little bit faster
Made my skin a little bit thicker
Makes me that much smarter

Never saw it coming,
All of your backstabbing
Just so, you could cash in
On a good thing before I'd realized your game
I heard you're going round
Playin' the victim now
But don't even begin
Feeling I'm the one to blame
Cause you dug your own grave

After all of the fights and the lies
Yes you're wanting to HURT me
But that won't work anymore
it's Over

*How could this man I thought I know
Turn out to be unjust so cruel
Could only see the good in you
Pretended not to see the truth
You tried to hide your lies, disguise yourself
Through living in denial
But in the end you'll see
You won't stop me

Thought I would forget but I
I rememberYes, I rememberI'll remember..


..n den u wake up frm tis dream..
n when u realise..
realty check.
u become amazed.
how much u were willing to sacrifice
for tis one person u loved
how much ur own friends were tryin to tell u..
warn u..
but no!
it jus fell into deaf ears..
u were simply blinded.
everything he say is
final.
imagine e amt of trust u placed
in him.
him, whom u hardly knew.
incredible isnt it?


incredibly DUMB.


So what am I not s'pposed to have an opinion?
Should I be quiet because I'm a woman?
Call me a B.I.T.C.H
cause I speak what's on my mind
Guess it's easier for you to swallow
if I sat and smiled

When a female fires back
suddenly target don't know how to act
So he does what any little boy would do
Makin' up a few false rumors or two
That for sure is not a man to me
Slanderin' names for popularity
It's sad you only get your fame through controversy
But now it's time for me to come and give you more to say

This is for my girls all around the world
Who have come across a man that don't respect your worth
Thinkin' all women should be seen, not heard
So what do we do girls?
Shout louder
Letting them know we're gonna stand our ground
So lift your hands high and wave'em proud
Take a deep breath and say it loud,
Never can,never will

Can't hold us down
Nobody can hold us down
Never can never will...

So what amI
i not supposed to say what I'm saying
Are you offended with the messageI'm bringin'
Call me whatever 'causeyour words don't mean a thing
Coz you ain't even a man enough to handle what I sing
If you look back in history it's a common double standard of society
The guy gets all the glory, the more he can score
While the girl can do the same and yet you call her a whore
I don't understand why its OK,
The guy can get away with it while any girl gets named
All my ladies come together and make a change
Start a new beginning for us,everybody sing

This is for my girls all around the world
Who have come across a man that don't respect your worth
Thinkin' all women should be seen, not heard
So what do we do girls?Shout louder
Letting them know we're gonna stand our ground
So lift your hands high and wave'em proud
Take a deep breath and say it loud,
Never can,never willCan't hold us down

**Here's something I just can't understand
If the guy have three girls then he's a man
He can either give her some head, or sex her raw
If the girl do the same, then she's a whore
But the table's about to turn
I'll bet my fame on it
Cats take my ideas and put their name on it
It's aight though, you can't hold me down
I got to keep on movin'

**To all my girls with a man who be tryin to mack
Do it right back to him and let that be that
You need to let him know that his game is whack
And Lil' Kim and Christina Aguilera got your back

This is for my girls...
This is for my girls all around the world
Who have come across a man
that don't respect your worth
Thinkin' all women should be seen, not heard


Never can,never will.Can't hold us down


sry but i dunt just fall.
i get back up n stand tall.

perhaps one day u'll learn how to love..
without havin to lust.

nuff said.

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