e ppl of total madness!
heart em. luve em. wan em.


e parts n parcels of life

when time doesnt giv way to passion
n willingness to commit is easier wanted den done
when things go wrong
n lives cld hav been an xchange for e mistake
when e real world aint so welcomin
n u r on your own
when expectations cant b met
n failure is wad u get
when fingers r pointin at u
n only u is to b blamed
when u fall
n ppl jus blindly stroll pass
welcome to e real-world
when insecurities overwhelmed
n u cant judge jus by wad u see
when neither cn HE understand nor care
n l.o.v.e becomes a question
when his dark pasts
becomes a query of whu he realli is
when u jus cant b bothered no more
n not noein weather to giv up
when enuff is enuff
n drippin blood means satisfactn
over dosage equals solution
when growin up aint easy
n mom was never tere
when bottlin up doesnt work no more
n u jus break down helplessly. .
when it cums to where sumtym in ur life
u feel as thou e world is turnin its back on u
n it is now.

ol i nid is tym.
for me. myself. n i
space to breathe
n energy to scream my lungs out


tis specially goes out to nurhayati*
n tose whu r sittin at e ledge of e 12th floor
waitin to 'fly'
e gift dat's wit eu
wld b e memory of e lil tym
i gt to spend wit ya on dat dae
remember dat u dun jus fall
u havta stand up even if it means by urself
my life is nt at ol dat puurfect also
infact no one's life is
u hav one life. live it.
i cant b tere wit eu 24/7
ol i cn giv u are words of encouragement
n when u find e true meanin of life
den u'll understan dat death is never a solutn
wadever it is u r still young n puhlease!!
dun i reapeat DUN die a virgin! wasted ryt. .
i mean. . at least try la sey. . den
ok ok wrong words of encouragement
but eh true wadd


in my case
lesson learnt e hard way
thus remembered for a lifetime
a life might hav been gone
jus lyk dat
shldnt hav taken e risk.
if anyone dare to sae dat
nursin is notin more den
wipin asses
u'll see whu'll wipe tose
ass of urs when u gt onto dat bed.
period.

n when things go haywire. .
n when happiness is taken for awhile
THEN u tink of HIM
n start liftin those palms together
realisin u r slave of life once again
n start to ask. .
start to pray. .
*sigh* human.

n i pray for a better tomorrow. .*